and the One who walks with me on it.

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

“I’m Afraid”



       Many years ago when my daughter was about 7 yrs old she expressed her fear to me as I tucked her into bed that night.  I asked her what she was afraid of.  The strangest answer came out of her mouth, “because Cousin Colin might be in the tunnel and the tunnel might break and the water come in and drown him.”  I was stunned for a couple minutes not knowing what to say.

       There was no reason for her to even think of this as a possibility!  He rarely went to the states, he could always take the bridge, she was probably only in the tunnel once or twice, and none of these subjects had been freshly discussed.  Where did this irrational fear come from?  We all have fears whether rational or not.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.  Ps. 23:4

       Fear seems to enclose us: job loss, disease such as cancer, financial ruin, broken relationships, foreclosure, gangs, rape, robbery, assault, etc., but especially death.  The news helps promote fear by reminding us of all the evil that surrounds us- continually.  Our bodies are closer to dying every minute and with accidents, disease, violence and sin we live in the shadow of death every day.

       Just the other day I was a little fearful about one of my kid’s future.  Talking to the Lord about it, He asked me if I thought He feared.  After almost laughing I thought, ‘No.  You are the most powerful being in the universe.  You are more powerful than the universe and everyone/ everything in it.  Your power is immeasurable.’  The immensity of His power settled deep within me as I meditated on it.  Then I heard that still small voice whispering, “My Spirit dwells in you.” (Rom. 8:11)

       His Spirit dwells in me!  Long ago I stopped fearing death for that only affects my body, but my spirit will live on in heaven.  O death, where is your sting? O grave, where is your victory?(1Cor. 15:55)  His Spirit lives in me and there is no fear in Him- I never thought about it that way before.  If the most powerful being is my Father and His Spirit lives in me, then really, why fear?  For you have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption by which we cry, Abba, Father!  (Rom. 8:15).

       Years ago I realized that nothing or no one could kill me one nano-second before the Lord wanted me home- and the same goes for my family.  But other fears still poke their heads up once in a while.  {Maybe not so much anymore.}  I don’t have to be afraid of what others think of me, or can do to me (Ps. 27:1) because God Almighty is on my side walking with me through any trouble (Ps. 23:4).  He gives me His peace so I am not afraid (Jh. 14:27).  When natural disaster strikes, I do not need to fear (Ps. 46:2).

       As I sleep at night, fear does not need to consume me, “When you lie down, you shall not be afraid…” (Pr. 3:24).  And when other fears creep up, I can call on Him to deliver me from them (Ps. 34:4; Jer. 1:8).  Fear is not from God but from our enemy (2Tm. 1:7) who seeks to destroy (Jh. 10:10) but Christ has given us the victory (1Cor. 15:57).

       It comes down to the same basic issue I always seem to be dealing with- trusting myself and my loved ones completely in His care.  If I do this, leave myself and loved ones in His care, then what have I to worry about or fear?  Nothing!  He is more than able to exceed all my expectations (Eph. 3:20).  “…My peace I give to youLet not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” (Jh. 14:27)


          Do not fear; for I am with you;
                    be not dismayed; for I am your God. I will make you strong;
          yes, I will help you;
                    yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of My righteousness.
                                              Is. 41:10