and the One who walks with me on it.

Thursday, July 03, 2014

Shredded

        It isn’t safe throwing out paper with personal information these days especially with the rise in identity theft.  Most people want to destroy that information somehow and the easiest way is with a shredder.  While the first shredders used long ribbon cuts, eventually this was found to be insecure as they could be put back together.  Today, you can buy cheap $25 cross cut shredders that are far more secure.  Sometimes it feels like we’ve been through a shredder ourselves, with our lives being shredded into pieces.  Shattered, shredded, broken, torn up, crushed, ripped apart, worn out, pieces of our lives that we can’t put back together like Humpty Dumpty that fell from the wall.

       In my life there have been many times a dream, a hope, a promise, a situation, a relationship, my work or my feelings have been shredded by life or words or actions of people.  It is painful to go through, but often a part of life most of us experience.  “You’re the stupidest person on earth,” “You’ll never amount to anything,” “You can never bear children,” “I don’t love you anymore,” “You can’t be a pilot,” “It’s cancer.”  Devastating, things we hear can tear us apart from deep inside of us, and what do we do?

       My first reaction was usually to withdraw and build walls of protection around me so that I couldn’t be hurt again.  That isolation felt better than the vulnerability of remaining open to others.  My reaction didn’t change much as a Christian except that for a short period I would cry unto God to help me… but once that help failed to appear in the way I desired, I turned my back on Him which made my situations much worse.  It’s too bad I didn’t completely trust Him in the midst of my troubles.  It would have been so much easier to get through it.  See, Jesus understands so He can help us.  He tells us to come to Him.

For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of (affected with the same feeling, sympathize with, have compassion on) our infirmities (weaknesses, frailties); but was in all points tempted (tried, tested) like as we are, yet without sin. Hb. 4:15 KJV
Come to Me all you who labor (tired, weary) and are heavy laden (burdened, loaded down), and I will give you rest. Mt. 11:28

       And Jesus Himself was tried, tortured and tormented for us, for our sins, for our salvation (Mt. 26:47-27:50).  In fact, we can read many sites online about Roman scourging/ flogging and see how the leather whips with bone and metal often shredded the backs of the convicted.  Jesus was physically shredded for us, for our healing: spirit, soul (mind, emotions) and body.  It is good to know that when our lives are shredded we can go to the One whose back was shredded for us for He will be with us through it all.

And when he had scourged Jesus, he delivered Him to be crucified. Mt. 27:26
Surely He has borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed Him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.  But He was wounded for our transgressions; He was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was on Him;

and with His stripes we ourselves are healed.
Is. 53:4,5 (also 1Pt. 2:24