Stale Bread

       “Excuse me miss, my croutons are stale.”  “What! Oh no!  I’m so sorry,” she said with a horrified expression… and we all chuckled at her sincere distress over this issue that was a non-issue.  After all, croutons are stale or dry bread, usually flavoured- that’s what they are supposed to be!  We weren’t being mean; we were just giving our niece a hard time at her serving job.

       Occasionally, I’ve been known to enjoy eating a few garlic flavoured croutons on their own, but you can only eat a few because they dry out your mouth so much that you can’t swallow any more.  Just attempt the saltine cracker challenge: try eating 6 crackers in 60 seconds any amount at a time.  (There is no drinking or lubricating of mouth allowed.)  The crackers absorb the saliva making the mouth too dry to swallow properly.  That is why stale bread, though it may keep us alive, is not the best food to live on.

       Still, that seems to be what I revert to over and over.  Daily tasks and appointments interfere with my time with God, and soon I am living off of stale bread.  The result is the same as if I was eating crackers- my life becomes dry, listless.  The abundant life (Jh. 10:10) God speaks about, just seems to disappear, and is replaced by further apathy towards Him.  One of these days I hope to make a permanent change, but I have a feeling I will be fighting this battle until He comes for me.

       Jesus is our true Bread of Life (Jh. 6:32-35) and only He gives life to the world.  He promises if we come (accompany, appear, bring, come enter) to Him, we will never hunger, and if we believe (have faith in Him), we will never thirst.  But as the children of Israel in the wilderness needed to gather fresh manna daily (Ex. 16:4-) to live, so we need to be in the presence of Jehovah God daily to receive our daily ‘bread’ for life.

This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success.  Jos. 1:8

Seek the LORD and his strength, seek his face (face=paniym=presence) continually.  1Chr. 16:11

One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple… When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.  Ps. 27:4,8

       Sure, we can survive off of old, stale Word and yesterday’s Spirit for a time, but how will our spirit live without fresh food everyday straight from the Master’s table?  We need Him; we need exclusive time in His presence (for He is always with us) every day to truly experience the abundant life He wants for us here and now.  I am determined to keep trying harder until that happens.  What about you?  Let’s do this together!

Burnt Carrots and Christine

       Cooking is not my forte, not my pleasure, and certainly not anything that interests me even on a long, boring day.  After learning the basics when I was first married at 21, I was still burning my food- even the carrots- after 15 plus years.  No talent, no skills, no desire.  I usually don’t think of food, watch food shows, or have any plans when I buy groceries as to what I will make with them.  In fact, I would rather scrub toilets and clean grease traps than cook and that is why people like my hubby amaze me.

       He ‘sees’ food in his mind and can make it from that picture.  Occasionally he will be at work and design meals in his head, and then knows what to buy, how to make it and how to season it perfectly.  In 24 years of marriage in which he has cooked many meals, there have probably been three dishes that were below high quality standards.  Also, he can find incredible meals where I can’t even find a thing to make.  It is a gift, a talent and a skill.

       So you can imagine my impression of one of the Master Chef competitors who is legally blind getting into the top two spots.  Christine cooks to perfection, seasoning by feeling and taste, trying things I would never attempt to do with full sight, and makes dishes that look beautiful and taste great.  Obviously, she has talents and skills given by our Creator.  What impresses me most is that she continues to cook despite her ‘handicap’.  I put it that way because even the judges were mentally limiting her abilities while over and over again, she challenged those limits.

       Some cultures in humanity’s past have killed their disabled children and many still value the idea of ‘only the strong survive’.  But is strength dictated by physical perfection, or by character within?  If a man can bench press 800 lbs, but watches a car crush a child while, a 130 lb, 5’2” mom lifts the car off the child, which one is stronger?  The point is- we need to stop looking at people with narrow vision.  Strength is using the gifts given to the best of our ability for the good of all.

There are: diversities of gifts, differences of administrations, diversities of operations 1Cor. 12:4-6

…for the common good. v.7 ISV

…Spirit produces all these results and gives what he wants to each person. v.11

If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? But at this very time God has arranged the parts, every one of them, in the body just as he wanted to. v.17,18

On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are in fact indispensable, v.22

       Here I am still occasionally ruining food and or making it just edible, while hubby cooks delicious meals, while a blind lady cooks like a professional.  Should I get mad at myself for my lack of cooking skills?  Sometimes I do, but I quickly try to remember that I can fix and build things while some other people can’t.  Should Christine stop cooking because she can’t see, or push beyond such limits to succeed wherever she is able?

       We all need to stop looking through narrow glasses at ourselves and others, and just start using the gifts given to us by Almighty God for use here on the earth.  Indispensable or non-essential, strong or weak, ‘handicapped’ or ‘perfect’, smart or ‘brainless’, these are just terms subjective to our own opinions and not the God who made us all.  God gave us what He wanted each of us to have, and we should trust in Him, not limit ourselves, and encourage others (1Th. 5:11) to use what He has given them.

I know that the LORD is great,

that our Lord is greater than all gods.

The LORD does whatever pleases him…

Ps. 135:5,6 NIV

Intermittent Switch

       We have a new problem in our newer used van we bought a few months ago.  It is the first time we have power windows, and it is great to be able to open and close them from the driver’s seat, especially since the air conditioning stopped working. L  (Open windows are essential with no air!)  The problem is one day last month the driver-side switch didn’t work the passenger window.  It resolved itself, but just last week the switch stopped working for the driver’s window.  Needless to say, in the heat the lack of air flow becomes oppressive.

       Then, just two days ago, the driver-side switch for the passenger window stopped working again, and for a moment, I panicked wondering how I would be able to breathe with the hot outside air and two front windows that don’t open.  Then the Lord helped me remember that I could stop and open it from the switch on the other side, and it worked.  Now as a result I’ve got to replace the switch, because a switch that only works now and then isn’t useful in meeting my needs.

       So it was that yesterday, after looking into the problem, I had to go out and the switch worked again for the opposite window.  It got me thinking about how we are like switches in our relationship with God.  One day hot, the next day cold; one day so in love with Him because all is going well or we just ‘feel’ close, another day ignoring Him and ‘feeling’ like He’s not even around.  Praying and spending time with Him for a few days, then not even saying grace over meals- or not really meaning it if we do!  Our relationship with the Lord is often intermittent: sporadic, discontinuous, irregular, and we pay for that with a lack of peace and joy during our days.

       With how much consideration we give to our Lord, how much of our continual communication, studying, worshipping, I often wonder why He puts up with me, or why He hasn’t walked away.  And yet, He remains waiting for me to return once again and we start over.  The problem is we can never get very far if we are always starting over, because trust must be rebuilt.  Irregular time with Him prevents us from greater spiritual growth.  It comes down to our decision: either we consider Him important enough to consistently spend time with and on Him, or we rarely- if ever- live the abundant life (Jh. 10:10) He desires for us.

But his delight is in the law of the LORD; and in his law doth he meditate day and night.  Ps. 1:2

I will meditate also of all thy work, and talk of thy doings.  Ps. 77:12

My voice shalt thou hear in the morning, O LORD; in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee, and will look up.  Ps. 5:3

One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple.  Ps. 27:4

Serve the LORD with gladness: come before his presence with singing. Know ye that the LORD he is God: it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.  Ps. 100:2-4